May 30th, 2006

THE LITTLE PRINCE

(ATTENTION:  JUNE 4, 2006  7:20AM--- MY SITE SEEMS TO HAVE TECHNICAL PROBLEM SINCE I CAN'T POST ANY NEW ENTRY FOR THREE DAYS NOW.... IT ALWAYS GIVES OUT AN ANNOYING SERVER ERROR MESSAGE AND WONT LET ME POST ANY NEW ENTRY.  ANYWAY, I CAHNGED THE USERNAME OF THIS ACCOUNT, IT'S NOW redRyan21... I ALSO CREATED MY NEW ACCOUNT NAMED AFTER MY ORIGINAL ACCT: redRyan.  TO VISIT MY NEW SITE, PLS CLICK  www.tabulas.com/~redRyan )

work... work... work... i'm starting to feel uneasy with the monotony of my chores... wheewww... i'm trying to amuse myself with the different sites i could browse from the net...

i was able to had the chance to get on to the online version of "the little Prince".... hahaha.... this has always been my favorite book since i was 15... yehh... it seems to be a book for children... but once you see its deeper meaning and approach to human condition, you'll get to find a way to wander about how have you been doing with your life... it will made your mind wander around the ceiling for quite awhile... no other book has ever replaced "the little prince" -- the thought provoking allegory... i had given a copy of that book to only two people... the 'X' and this one-time special Arsi... everytime i met someone who seems to be clearsighted to me, i always share them a copy of the book...

i've created a link of "the little prince" in the links section of my site... see it then, whenever we have time...

i'm currently reading -- again for the second time -- "MASS" by f.sionil jose... i just felt the need to deeply digest the story for i wasn't able to appreciate it that much when i read it the first time...

for the sake of the little prince, here's the link:

http://www.angelfire.com/hi/littleprince/introduction.html
Currently reading: "mass" by f.sionil jose
Currently feeling: tired
Posted by redRyan21 at 12:07 PM | 13 spitters

X-MEN III - THE LAST STAND

 

sunday night, together with my friends (Dani, and jhonas) we went out to see a movie in gateway mall (jhonas called it as "gayway mall" hehe... got it?)... we even had a childish argument on what movie that we were supposed to watch... I feel left behind for until now i haven't seen 'da vinci code'... huhuhu... it's actually intentional, for i knew that a lot of people will be held crowded inside the movie house and i never like that idea... well, it's my off tomorrow, i'll probably watch it later after my shift...

we then agreed upon on X-Men - the last stand... whew!!! it was awesome... you could even afford to watch it the second time still... fascinated...

just a peice of advise, when the film is over, just stay in your sit and wait, just right after the movie credits, it has a bonus scene or better yet a part of the end chapter that provokes idea of a huge possibility for a continuation... As always, you get the beef there - stay tuned until the end of the credits for one small scene which will probably put a smile to your face. it's a relief, after i've seen that bonus scene , i knew it well, charles xavier (prof. X) still lives on.... hahaha... but too bad for scott (cyclops), he shouldn't have died... he has always been my favorite...

how about STORM? hahaha... really had an exgerated face expression everytime she unleashed her power... she has been our favorite character all through out the movie... i couldn't forget how dani imitated storm's expression... the eyes!!! hahah really funny...

PLOT SUMMARY:

In X-Men: The Last Stand, the final chapter in the X-Men motion picture trilogy, a "cure" for mutancy threatens to alter the course of history. For the first time, mutants have a choice: retain their uniqueness, though it isolates and alienates them, or give up their powers and become human. The opposing viewpoints of mutant leaders Charles Xavier (Stewart), who preaches tolerance, and Magneto (McKellen), who believes in the survival of the fittest, are put to the ultimate test -- triggering the war to end all wars.

The X-Men, mutant heroes sworn to defend a world that hates and fears them, are back! This time, with the help of new recruits The Beast and Angel, they must face evolution itself in the form of their former teammate, Jean Grey. Possessed with the cosmic power of the Dark Phoenix, the resurrected Jean Grey has become a danger to herself, her mutant comrades, and the entire planet. To stave off this imminent threat to humanity, a potential cure is discovered and processed to treat -- and ultimately eliminate -- genetic mutations, once and for all. Now, as the battle lines are drawn, the X-Men, led by Professor Charles Xavier, must contend with both Jean Grey's world-consuming powers, as well as the malevolent Brotherhood, a band of powerful mutants organized under Xavier's former ally, Magneto.

Rating:  oh well... it has been too well...

Directed by: Brett Ratner
Posted by redRyan21 at 07:36 AM | 10 spitters

May 28th, 2006

TRAIN OF THOUGHTS

when i was 15, my mother gave me a copy of this poem... she got it from a magazine... she gave it to me when 'they' were about to separate... i always have the copy of the poem stapled in my highschool journal... the thoughts in this poem has always been with me... that's why i grew up this strong and always brave... all that i have gone through have been a strong foundation of my life... i will never fall if i know things that seems to weaken us...

"TRAIN OF THOUGHTS"
       -- anonymous

i've learned that,
   respect is something to be earned,
   not to be given freely...
it takes years to gain others trust
   and only a second to loose it...

love isn't blind, lovers are...
if i say yes right now, it does not mean that tomorrow i still will

silence is the best response to anger
a real gentleman knows
   when to say "i can't..."

the more i know,
   the more i don't know

the best painting is nature, the
   best story is life and the
   best character is me...

life must be lived forward
   but must be looked backward...

in every man, there is a child
   whithin waiting to be appreciated...

the greatest revenge is to forgive...

it isn't where i am that counts the most,
   but how much i've done to be where i am...

to learn more, i must reamin
   ignorant on things not worth knowing...

there is no such thing as free...

i can never be somebody else,
   i can only be me...

yehhh... points to pounder.... i like this poem...
Posted by redRyan21 at 07:26 PM | spit it out

This is for You...

there were lot of things unexplained... point of views that has never been seen... i was willing to embrace all the faults and imperfectness that you have... i just need your honesty.  if you can't give that chance, i have to go and i'll let you find yourself...

i'm not supposed to be there for you.  i thought that you are strong... it's cowardice not to accept mistakes.  we are not born to do perfect things... no one expect us to do things perfectly -- only that we should try.  we are expected to commit mistakes but we have to learn the lesson. only if you have been honest, we sholuld have been together still, and/or i should find better reasons to keep us and enhanced opinions about you...

it's not bad to be weak -- only if we are wise enough...

a song from 'The Phantom of the Opera' :

child of the wilderness
born into emptiness
learn to be lovely
learn to find your way in darkness

who will be there for you?
comfort and care for you?
learn to be lovely, learn
 to be your one companion

never dream out in the world
there are arms to hold you
you've always known,
 your heart was on its song

so life in your loneliness
child of the wilderness
learn to be lonely, learn how
 to love, life that is lived alone...
learn to be lonely, life can be live,
 life can be loved alone...

i'm not mad at you... only that, i'm mad over those things and all those lies...
Posted by redRyan21 at 07:03 PM | 2 spitters

The Phantom of the Opera


redRyan21

The Phantom of the Opera... this has always been my all time favorite movie... i watched it again earlier this morning right after i had my breakfast... just so you know, i'd watched that movie for more than 10 times and it still never failed me to look upon it's brilliant musical score... same thing with moulin' rouge... but the phantom of the opera means so much to me... it brings back the memory of the life i had with this person befor -- mj a.ka. tofu and urnurse... eventually turned out a good friend to me even untill now... i know it well why...

here's the song from the movie that i will always willing to dedicate to someone who dares to be special in my life...

"ALL I ASK OF YOU"
( OST -- The Phantom of the Opera )
 

No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you
My words will warm and calm you.


Let me be your freedom,
Let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here, with you, beside you,
To guard you and to guide you . . .


Then say you love me every winter morning,
Turn my head with talk of summertime . . .
Say you need me with you, now and always . . .
Promise me that all you say is true
That's all I ask of you . . .


Let me be your shelter,
Let me be your light.
You're safe: no-one will find you
Your fears are far behind you . . .


All I need is freedom,
A world that's warm and bright
And you always beside me
To hold me and to hide me . . .


Then say you'll share with me
One love, one lifetime . . .
Let me lead you from your solitude . . .
Say you need me with you here, beside you . . .
Anywhere you go,let me go too
That's all I ask of you . . .


Say the word and I will follow you...
Share each day with me, each night, each morning . . .
Say you feel the way I do
That's all I ask of you . . .
Anywhere you go let me go too . . .
Love me -that's all I ask of you . . .

Posted by redRyan21 at 06:41 PM | 4 spitters
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